金曜日, 4月 25, 2008
preamble: this is a very normal post, unlike the previous ones which nobody understands. margaret should be happy (:
number of sandfly bites attained during class camp: 51
to think that i wore pants and a long-sleeved shirt to sleep. furthermore i am #1 FAILURE in killing mosquitoes/sandflies/flying insects. during OBS i had 100+ bites. must be something to do with my blood type.
those of you who were spared the bite attack, you'd better thank your lucky stars cos sandfly bites are extremely ugly, annoying and make your hands look bumpy.
im glad that syo is having a break cos i've got 12 bites on my hands and everyone would ask me if i had chicken pox.
however, i have found one thing to thank God for in this time of crappiness. at least there are no bites on my face!
okay that was really lame -.-"
as much as i love kayaking, camping, rafting etc, i still love my skin more, so no more outdoor camping trips for me! hooray.
this post sounds really stupid. i will be back with a better one.
21:31 ai shii te ru! (:
水曜日, 4月 23, 2008
so trivial and meaningless. is there anything more? cos there can't be much less. i plod on and on, knowing that the distance increases day by day, wanting to do something about it yet knowing that it isn't really worth the struggle. this is my decision and i will stand by the consequences.
im just thankful for daily revelations, though sometimes the naivety sickens me.
i wish i could write better.
anyway, im quitting swimming for good, so finally the official closure has arrived. 12 years gone now - and i do not regret my decision at all. i do wish i had been wiser, i wish i had listened to my parents' advice, i wish i had prayed and talked to God but it's all over and the time spent can never be bought back.
as i said, the naivety sickens me.
but i have been reading daily bread and talking to God, and i know throughout my walk wherever i go, my God is with me! (: cheers.
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1:18 ai shii te ru! (:
日曜日, 4月 20, 2008
bio
chem
maths - must try not to lose the bet
econs - essay outline and read new notes
PI - coming along rather nicely now :)
so im up to date with everything except math
thank God for things great or small. i started reading daily bread again :) and there are so many strange thoughts going through my head now. btw SYO break yday was one of the funnest ever :) love joanne and margaret.
out there all alone. yeah, i'll be fine, and please take care of yourself.
14:23 ai shii te ru! (:
木曜日, 4月 17, 2008
you don't know me but i know you, see
you're my favorite star
i have been sitting here thinking and re-assessing my life and have decided that i should pray to God to forgive me for my manifold sins. i cannot believe how naive and frivolous i have been all these years and i am going to do something about it tomorrow.
i'd sleep it all away but the sun wont let me
i'd miss those lovely days of summer
still watching, waiting and wondering.
i know it shouldn't be, but it still feels weird and it still feels wrong, as if there isn't any engine to drive me on anymore. i knew i wouldn't be able to keep it up myself but i suppose this is how karma bites you - hard. and it is all my doing, that is why i keep it hidden.
i love the peace and quiet around me at night. so calm and serene.
should have been serene long ago. it has served me well this year.
i wna evaporate sometimes, like POOF! this is hardly meant to be funny but somehow it is cos it's an inside joke.
i know my posts this year seem so self-centred but that doesnt mean that i dont care or have forgotten about all the lovely souls out there whom i care about (:
btw my octet rocks :) going to school at 6.40am for rehearsal was certainly an experience and you guys really make me smile everyday. so thank you to margaret, joanne and deborah for always laughing with me, talking to me, trying to understand though im so incoherent, trying to help me this year though im always stoning and for being my dbsk always (none of you call us that but i dont care hoho). thanks to xueqian for providing me with amusement. thanks to wangxiang for always being the really nice person he is. thanks matthew for being so cartoonish and your imitations of me faillll. thanks adriel, my fellow fatty, for photocopying the scores for us and for entertaining me.
the previous paragraph sounded exactly like something i would have written last year but not anymore.
good-day sunlight
i'd like to say how truly bright you are
you don't know me but i know you
you're my favorite
:) yeah yeah yeah, you're my favourite, ha ha ha
0:43 ai shii te ru! (:
木曜日, 4月 10, 2008
it surprises and amazes me, how i am completely not bothered by something i used to care so much about once upon a time.
i miss my guo tie.
2:09 ai shii te ru! (:
土曜日, 4月 05, 2008
We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things is the forthcoming album by Jason Mraz, scheduled for release on May 20, 2008.
:)
this is our fate, im yours
too bad my birthday's over so i've to get it myself, haha.
2:58 ai shii te ru! (:
水曜日, 4月 02, 2008
i owe this blog a happy post... sometime.
how, in this enclosure, can i be the only alien? so it has become MY problem and im not even embarrassed to say it anymore, but trying is tiring so im not going to try.
how can it be?
please don't drive away from my car crash of a heart? i look ahead and only a feeling of apprehension fills me.
(i love jason mraz! emo lyrics are the best)
meeting the octet in school today was :) titanic!!! omgzzz im that stupid. but my heart will still go on for all of you :)
guo tie = HAPPY food. yumyum i love germ chaoying limin fel.
2:41 ai shii te ru! (: