happy chinese new year everyone! :D
i haven't been here for so long. school has been ongoing for 2 weeks already and it has been dandy enough so far. going to malaysia tmrw till tuesday and sch starts on wednesday, i wish wed were a holiday too. of course -.-
next week brings about new challenges, some of which are really a waste of time argh wth!!!!!
people are leaving YO and that makes me sad. i wonder what it will be like to step out of the studio for the last time. i guess i will know very soon! i feel that leaving YO is the hardest thing that i will have to go through this year. i don't know what will happen for the rest of the year though, there will probably be other major obstacles like the A-levels but that really is what it is: an exam. there are no feelings attached to it whatsoever, as it is just part and parcel of what jc life is about. but being in something like YO is totally different. it isn't just any cca that i joined in jc and immediately liked. i think i will continue this post when it is due, but i hope i will be able to control myself when i really leave (:
i never felt this way when i left rgs (but i do miss rgs a little haha). and obviously i did not feel even a teensy bit of what im feeling now when i left swimming. in fact, i was just overjoyed to throw it all away, to sound extreme but that's exactly what i felt.
i don't know exactly what i will be feeling right after i play in my last concert, but i am sure that passion will be overflowing (maybe i will attempt to hug everyone EW HAHA). for sure, i will miss YO a whole lot more than i will miss rj. im not even close to graduating but i am sure of that as it is a fact :D
btw the twilight theme song is really good, i love vampirish/snowmen-nish boys hahahah i hope SARA is reading this.
