! GREASED LIGHTNING

月曜日, 3月 30, 2009

it's not important.

it really isn't.

i wonder what these people live for. i hate superficiality.

on the other hand, there are quite a number of good rock bands around and i honestly enjoy rock music. haha LONG LIVE ROCK.

if i could laugh i'd love you

if i could smile at anything you said

we could be laughing lovers

i think you'd prefer to be miserable instead

if i could love i'd love you

this song is good (: and this weekend was great.

YO > chamber >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> rgs >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> rjc.

that's really true, and some things won't change. it was never about not wanting to go to school, but more of some things that came with it.

last year was a forgettable year. friendships-wise, it was great. italy trip was a major highlight, and i enjoyed orientation so much. but everything else is just buried at the back of my mind, waiting to be dissolved within my brain juices. all my regrets built up over the years were flying in front of my face in full force by the end of the year. but one of the best things i did last year was to quit swimming and join chamber. i mean, swimming is just not for me at all, but i hope my friends are enjoying it there and im glad i talked to elmo yesterday (:

term 2 starts now :/ i need to curb my addiction to japanese files and spicy chicken :/ let it be a healthier term! i shall sleep at 10.30 every day next week yay.

1:40 ai shii te ru! (:

STRENGTHS

The Melancholy's Emotions

Deep and thoughtfully
Analytical
Serious and purposeful
Genius prone
Talented and creative
Artistic or musical
Philosophical and poetic
appreciative of beauty
Sensitive to others
Self-sacrificing
Conscientious
Idealistic

The Melancholy At Work

Schedule oriented
Perfectionist, high standards
Detail conscious
Persistent and thorough
Orderly and organized
Neat and tidy
Economical
Sees the problems
Finds creative solutions
Needs to finish what he starts
Likes charts, graphs, figures, lists

The Melancholy As A Parent

Sets high standards
Wants everything done right
Keeps home in good order
Picks up after children
Sacrifices own will for others
Encourages scholarship and talent

The Melancholy As a Friend

Makes friends cautiously
Content to stay in background
Avoids causing attention
Faithful and devoted
Will listen to complaints
Can solve other's problems
Deep concern for other people
Moved to tears with compassion
Seeks ideal mate

WEAKNESSES

The Melancholy's Emotions

Remembers the negatives
Moody and depressed
Enjoys being hurt
Has false humility
Off in another world
Low self-image
Has selective hearing
Self-centered
Too introspective
Guilt feelings
Persecution complex
Tends to hypochondria

The Melancholy At Work

Not people oriented
depressed over imperfections
Chooses difficult work
Hesitant to start projects
Spends to much time planning
Prefers analysis to work
Self-deprecating
Hard to please
Standards often to high
Deep need for approval

The Melancholy As A Parent

Puts goals beyond reach
May discourage children
May be too meticulous
Becomes martyr
Sulks over disagreements
Puts guilt upon children

The Melancholy As a Friend

Lives through others
Insecure socially
Withdrawn and remote
critical of others
Holds back affections
Dislikes those in opposition
Suspicious of people
Antagonistic and vengeful
Unforgiving
Full of contradictions
Skeptical of compliments

this quiz is actually quite good :D http://www.oneishy.com/personality/personality_test.php!

0:43 ai shii te ru! (:

日曜日, 3月 29, 2009

yo im back (:

CT 1 is over. bio was really bad, sigh, im disappointed and gonna study much harder. but this weekend is reserved purely for fun things and slacking!

thanks sara and px for yesterday, though we all left empty-handed. more sushi shopping next time haha! madhu we missed you ^^ and KAT saw me haha next time shout hi to me!

today was chamber and i woke up late in the morning so i just let my hair reflect my mood. i think people really can do amazing things with hair (: but i don't LOL. lunch was fun, yuzhou told us a lot of funny stories about the rise carnegie trip. hahaha i can't imagine anyone stranded on an island!

and today i achieved one of my goals: sitting by the river with friends. thanks peikhee and eunice! :D love edward cullens!

today is really a good day. i talked to many people online :) SHANIN, HONGCHUAN, MARGARET, PEIKHEE, HUIYAN, ADRIEL, MICHELLE, KIMBERLYN, KHOONNIE and GERMYYYYY! :)

YO concert was last week. but im in a very high mood now and not in a serious mood to reflect about it. my bus passed by ccab today and i was like haizz. hope the rest are doing well, though i heard some unsavoury things. hmph wth.

chamber _______! CONFIRMED ON! :D

and...im going back to YO next sat! mainly to take a section photo which my cam doesn't have, and visit naijing/kimberlyn my 2 favourite nanyang girls aw haha (:

naijing i miss you!

2:12 ai shii te ru! (:

火曜日, 3月 17, 2009

of course the most important things leave us.

how else are we supposed to know how important they are?

im letting go.

after seeing zhaokai's email, i rolled my eyes and couldn't stop laughing.

2:06 ai shii te ru! (:

日曜日, 3月 08, 2009

thanking God for 18 years of living :)

thank you all who commemorated the occasion. it meant something to me :)

this is a very lousy post, but i'll definitely be back with some better posts after the common tests. now i wonder what 18 years of living means. i believe i am changing, and all of us are works in constant progress. hm, maybe degress (is this the right word?) haha.

18 is a weird age to be. but anyway, at least sectionals today were pretty good cos they're improving. i hope they can play somewhat like that on wednesday or better :/

my last SYO concert coming up in 10 days. 3 more rehearsals to go. i guess this is really the end. strange feeling, this is. as i said, it's weird to be 18. maybe im just weird :)

congrats chaochao!!! now you need to help me get in haha.

0:51 ai shii te ru! (: